"catastrophe"

Why do we stab each other everyday?

Every words spoken...there's torture
Every actions made...there's murder
Every minute of togetherness...there's blood

Now I have to kill you, so I can breath
Happiness and Love are both lies...

"astral"

Today mark a special day...
we both discover something new.

It's far beyond what we knew...
mystical experience is what we drew.

"FLY LIKE AN EAGLE"

Friendship is what we had first
Loving comes next
You and me together at last...

Like flowers we start to bloom
It's like dreams we don't want to wake
Kisses and hugging makes us strong
Every minute an endless surprise...

As days go by you change
Now you're choking me to death...

Equality is what I want
Angel needs wings to fly...pls
Give me back my freedom...coz
Loving is not owning
Everyone needs air to breath...

"walk on"

what appears to be the end
may really be a new beginning

there is hope...

...yes...

at least I hope.

at the crack of dawn nightmare is over
I must be born again
SADDER BUT WISER...

"hold on"

confusion never stops...
the unnamed feelings you said,
always bring shivers down my spine.

show me that love is your goal...
not lie and greed from your soul.

bury the hatchet and start a new
but one thing is certain...
never for any second will I turn back on you...

"light on"

Oh babe...when you talk to me...
make it from the heart so I can hear

when you look at me...
search for my soul so I can see

when you kiss me...
do it with passion so I can feel

when you touch me...
be sure it's with LOVE so we can unite...

"lost"

...staring at the stars...
trying to catch the glimpse of you
filled with same hopes and dreams

yet...

wounded with reality of its limitations
only LOVE can save us now
still less of me will remain unsaid...

"soulmate"

My long journey is over...finally soul reach what his asking for... two different worlds that collide...like
...MAGIC...
searching is done...serendipity took place...
Now what's next?

Speak to me in a language I can hear...
For I only hear what heart can say...
If you love me...never asked me why...
For I only act what my soul desire...

"enigma"

I was in the grave of silence...only tick of clock is what I heard...patiently waiting for light to pass by..., slowly pulling off my heart. I run far away...I was lost...I lose myself...

With your staring eyes...I was judged..." betrayal" is what you felt. With bloodstained through your fingernail, you killed me once again...but wrapped up from the guilt of the world...with sympathies you're ready to return...confusion was in the air, but still...mysteries not ready to reveal.

"step into a land of mystery"

When I open my eyes...I was awaken by the wind blow...

An elf came and asked me to dance once again. He whispered to my ears...make it soft and make it real...I wanna make Love down under an ancient far away land...It was so clear just holding his hands...

But then I looked at him asking WHY? With all the lies and chaos...It took me by surprise...He looked at me teary eye...

And he made me feel better...so much better than before...

"sweetest downfall"

Is it over? Gone?

Life has to go on...goodbye doesn't always means forever, one day you will surprise that wound are healed. There will always be place and time for everything. Moving on doesn't mean forgetting. Be glad and rejoice that once in your lifetime you tried to "Love and be Loved". Acceptance play the biggest role on our life. There is nothing constant in this world except change. Remember that no relationship is wasted no matter how bad it was. Everything has it's purpose, sometimes to hurt us and remind us that we are human. Most of the time to make us whole and grow with us. More often than not it is beyond our control, sometimes we have to live up to. When someone leave and crushed us...there will always be someone who will come to pick up the pieces again. It is good to be left with memories of a love that was meant to be...a love that was...But nevertheless we should not live with it. That's the drama, the bitter and the risk of falling in love. Unfair as may seem, but that's the way love goes. Sometimes we have to cry temporarily to let go of pains. But do not forget that there will be time and place for everything. That somehow, somewhere, someday...the one will knock your door and be sure your ready to open it up and let it in. Never be afraid to fall in "LOVE" again...and again...and again.

"angel from heaven"

I knew an angel who once broke her wings...she can't stand up alone without somebody...she can't fly back to where she belong...she lost her love ones coz they flew away too fast...she was crushed and noone care...she was a nobody and no where to go...

Wish for someone to rescue and fix her...Hope it's not too late to revive her from misery...All she need is a miracle to save her from dying in pain...

?

I have so many questions still left unanswered. Why am I feeling like this? There are billions of people on earth and yet I feel lonely and empty without you. When I close my eyes and just listen to the echoes of my heart. I find myself hand empty and my heart longing. Does "LOVE" last forever? Why "LOVE" always be as it always has been?...silent...mysterious...deeply profound...

Does our life end when heartaches begin? Why do we have to say goodbye to the feelings we wanted to stay forever? Why not all our wishes come true? Does every beginning have it's end? Like every dawn has it's dusk...like the sun always have to set...like flowers die in season...

How can I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is that I miss someone I have never been with? Why I love someone whose love was never mine? Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end?

Now I know that I should not hold "LOVE" in my hands. For one day I can find my strength to let it go when it decides to leave. I should only embrace it's warmth and glow while it last. And freely open my arms when it's time to say "goodbye".

I may have lost you...but then again when I close my eyes and listen to the echoes of my heart, I will hear my love for you resounding silently forever...